| Dec. 8th, 2009 @ 08:29 pm Eudamonia Lost |
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Coming home from tour is like a massive psychological experiment: take a person, give them 6 weeks of intense, nonstop purposive activity full of crazy ups and downs, then completely remove them from this context, and: see what happens!
It's bizarre. It was more bizarre last time but this is still bizarre. I am utterly incapable of enjoying rest: I have to push myself into band promotion or gig planning or ticket selling or songwriting. If I can't do these things, I get back into blogging and write my usual grumpy things on the internet.
Strange, unfocused anxiety colours my world, and it is only interrupted when I'm with Lauren. Just like last time, I'll get used to the tranquility and sink into a more balanced mode. But right now I almost feel frantic, like there is something I'm forgetting to do which is of the utmost importance.
Anyway, I figure I'll go out and get drunk now and see what happens. |
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